Bye Bye Baby!

In July we got a new computer system at my work, because of this I had to work full time in the month of July. It was really hard to work so much being pregnant and I hated leaving Apri. Well one week I was scheduled to work 5 days in a row. With Wayne out of town I decided it would be easiest to sent Apri out to Neola to spend some time with Wayne's parents. They have been wanting Apri to come out and visit for some time now and I just couldn't let my baby go. I thought she was too little and I wasn't sure how she would react. I knew she would be fine but it was a first for me and I was worried! She of course had a blast with Grandma, Grandpa, Gus and Ansley. I finally was able to convince Wayne's parents that Apri is not a perfect child. Every time they see her she is pretty well behaved, they got to see a tantrum or two while she was there. All and all I think she was a good girl for them and they had fun with their granddaughter's. I was so grateful for their help! Although with both Wayne and Apri gone I realised that I no longer have a life without them. I just felt lost! I did enjoy the time to relax but I missed them like crazy and I was so happy to have Apri home!!! After the week was over I realized that my baby is gone!!! She is just so big and independent! It is fun to watch her grow but so sad to really admit that she is no longer my baby!